Tone Deaf


Tone Deaf

My voice breaks
In stereo
And there you sit
Staring at a screen
Glazed eyes averted 
Avoiding my gaze
Hoping that I will leave 

What to say?
What to feel?
Who could know 
Without thinking 
But nothing moves 
Behind those eyes
Just automated blinking 

Did I avert
Did I deny
When at your door
Pain knocking 
Summoned you
To say goodbye
As spirits began walking 

Or did I speak?
Did I assuage?
Did I attempt?
To stall dismay
And thoughts acquired 
On days of death
When brightness fell away 

That I did 
That I've done 
That I gave
And now you rue
My hour of need
When shadows loom
And I reach out to you. 

      And I reach out to you 
  
                 And I reach out to you 

                           And I reach out -- 

J.M. Rogers 

          

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